getting ready to work out

you are in your car

it is under the lake

at disneyworld and

sadness is filling 

up the black inside

of your whole head

it moves into your eyes

and onto your face

at the bookstore while

looking at a picture of

joan jet looking at you 

open and beautiful and

drunk and not giving a

fuck and ready to love

you maybe if you would

have been really lucky

but not now for sure

for sure not now=cause

that joan jet is dead and 

love is the only thing that 

will save you and not the 

names of parties or the 

mountain of mischief or 

that sweet black hat

not from the inoperable cancer

that is coming or the end of

the blue sky that sits on our 

lives please come here quick

and help me sleep at night

please! before it's too late